thinking about blogging, jk

thinking about blogging, jk
what should I write? lol

Thursday, October 2, 2008

SO WHAT!?

Inspired by the song "So what" by pink.
I was listening to this song & this is what I think. I feel like people are constantly judging others its so annoying, but we all do it. I cant stand how people judge me without knowing me & assume that I am conceited. This couldn't be further from the truth, I am actually quite insecure. Then people who may have just met me say that I am too happy all the time. It is very frustrating, I feel that its a rude comment & tell me what is wrong with being happy. Should I walk around angry at the world & be mean to people? That seems like a valid way to live life. Why would anyone want to be like that? I know that is an exaggeration but I think its ridiculous that I should have to be less happy. I love my life & so I am a happy person. A select few of people that I have met say that I am too happy so that means that I should change? I don't want to change for anyone, especially for these people that I barely know that made this comment. I am who I am & I shouldn't have to change especially that its a good quality: being too happy. It is absolutely absurd.
It has been said that we all have a dark side, why should I have to expose my dark side to everyone. I really don't see the reason. People that are unhappy all the time & that reveal their dark side are talked about by others & they say wow what an angry person. I refuse to be someone that I am not, i will make sure that I am not ever that person that others talk about negatively. If people talk badly about me & say she is too nice I think that is absolutely insane. That is so ridiculous. Therefore I will continue to smile & be the happy person that I am. There is no reason for me to become a vile human being, I think that there are too many people like that in this world. I really don't understand why certain people make such an issue about me being too happy. That is who I am & if you don't like it I don't care. I don't need anyone like that in my life. I have the best friends & family that love me exactly how I am. So I say you think I'm too happy, so what!? I don't care, that is who I am. Things make me unhappy & I can get mad but I don't see why that side to me has to exposed. I am an overall happy person & want everyone to know that. I will not be anyone that I am not.

1 comment:

JiLly BeAn said...

HEyyyy! I completely agree! So what, what other people think. We're worried about so many different stereotypes we sometimes can't be "ourselves" I LOVE IT! :)