A time of spontaneity

Some of my friends are quite spontaneous & can be so care free. I always try to have fun but not get out of hand. Most of my friends don't agree with my ways & feel that I should be a little more fun & completely let myself go. I know that I will never do that because of the consequences. I am very careful. But one day I was feeling quite uninhibited & we decided to have some fun. We played crazy games which was so entertaining but childish & kind of bad. I realized that when we started to play truth or dare it was going to get ugly. I didn't want to participate because I knew where it was going. But everyone had to play so I was in a sense, stuck. So I continued to play & it seemed to be getting worse & worse. At first I felt kind of uncomfortable but I realized it was just fun & then I started to enjoy myself. I started to feel spontaneous & carefree. That was when the fun really started. It was a wonderful feeling, like nothing could go wrong. As the night went on it felt like the hours were flying by & it was the most fun I had ever had. I laughed so much that my stomach ached as a result of any kind of movement. It felt like I did 1,000 crunches in one sitting, but it was worth the pain from all the laughs that we had. It was a wonderful time in my life that I will never forget. I started out quite stiff & conscious but then I realized that it was just a game & entertaining. Why not have a little fun & that's what I did.